Here we go again....

So excited to finally share that baby #4 is on it's way! I am a little over 12 weeks along, due July 26th. Today I met my new Dr. for the first time and saw the baby. I loved my old Dr. but driving to Provo for every appointment was always a pain in the butt! I am seeing Dr. Jones at Legacy and after meeting him today I am super excited! I always get anxious and nervous for the first appointment. Today the nurse couldn't find the heartbeat with the Doppler She said no big deal, the Dr. will do a quick ultrasound and find the baby. I was a little freaked out. With the other three they have always been able to find the heartbeat fairly quickly. It was torture for a few minutes waiting for the doctor to come in. Troy was the calm one. I was really starting to worry that something was wrong. Once he came in he turned on the machine he found a healthy, squirming baby really quickly. It was awesome to see the baby and know that something is there growing inside of me. It makes it all seem more real. I have been SO sick this time. I have been trying so hard to fake it and act like all is well but my poor family gets the brunt of it. I am sure they would like to send me away and bring in a someone to clean and cook and do fun things. Someone not so grumpy and tired. I feel really sorry for my hubby. I am pretty sure he is better than I deserve. He has done so much cleaning and cooking and taking care of the kids. I really love him and and so lucky to have him. I hope that my appetite returns soon and food sounds good again. Even liquids are pretty yucky right now. I wish I could survive on water alone! Enough complaining though!! I do feel very blessed. I am pretty sure that this is the last one. I want to make sure that I enjoy and remember every second of it. Kenadee is super excited and can't wait to tell people. Reese is convinced that it is a baby girl. Jensen just thinks that he can crawl through my stomach and be the baby. He has tried a few times:) Crazy to think we are adding one more to the craziness but I can't wait!